Trials,Tribulations, Travels, Tastings...and Occassional Transcendence

Trials,Tribulations, Travels, Tastings...and Occassional Transcendence
Sock on the Great Wall

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Another Day

Today is anther day - not much better than the last but here it is. I don't know why but I am having a hard time lately with something. I think I know what it is, but I am not 100% certain I want to face it. I think there will be a point (very soon) where I will need to. I'm just not ready to do it yet.

So until that point I will try and remain positive and look forward to my adventures coming up this weekend. The Gunks - please provide solace to me.

Tomorrow T$ and I will head out to the New Paltz area for some climbing, riding and hanging out. There is definitely some anxiety associated with this impending trip, I am however forcing myself to believe it will be amazing...and I know it will. I just wish my head wasn't so fuzzy with my personal crap.

I also know I need all of my focus to ride well and climb hard. For me any physical activity I engage in must be paired with focus. Without focus I end up making stupid mistakes, which in turn makes me feel like I am failing...or I just end up hurting myself. Either way - it's no good. So, tonight, I am on a mission to clear my head, shed my anxieties and go into tomorrow with a refreshed mind and positive outlook that is ready to kick some ass. Any ideas on how to do this? Today I'm drawing a blank...

5 comments:

JayStein said...

Put down the gatoraid. Don't bonk midway through the day. Enjoy the Gunks.

Ari said...

Hahaha - thanks J.Stein - I will never forget leaving my balls in the bottom of the gatorade bottle. No bonking for me!

flahute said...

Rock it, girlfriend! <SNAP!>

olga said...

Gunks was first and only place I tried bouldering...hang tough!

Sweet Cheeks said...

Funky head is a part of life for me at times, too...adventures are still great and tend to bring back the focus. great pics!